The silent Confession

 I have been searching for you so long my angel
 I have dreamt a girl like you years before
And you still are more perfect than what I dreamt
For my eyes ever wandered on simple one
Yet smart in her own way and my ears always
Eagerly waited for one with a sweater tone
Listen to some one who talked in sensible manner
For with whom I can spend even those hours of noon
Which I spared till yesterday with boredom , now
With you in joy and enthusiasm, share new hopes and dreams.

But, for the first time in my life I think,when I saw you
I stopped my dream ,of my dream girl and lost my fantasy
For the first time in my life Oh dear I thought about myself
If I would have been more smarter than what I am
If I would have been more richer,
If I would have started earning
If I would not be an introvert as you think
But I know you have gone for ever now
For I would never made you my own
Till I have the confidence to make you trust
To make you happier all through my life
With all Comforts Oh dear.
And my heart is now so patient
As I am in run to secure all comforts
For some one is waiting for me somewhere
And not to loose as I lost you for ever oh dear.

Red

Today is a peaceful day
We hear ever in  news
Only on harthal days.
But screams of yesterday
Still rings in ear from somewhere.

For two days its just a feast to media
To cover incidents through out the day
The rainy cloudy day added more black
To the day ,but still men are just busy
To count the fall of men on both sides.

The tears shed still continue
From mother ,wifes and children
But still the red color continues here
Making  lives of many  families colorless.

A world is lost to mother
When she loses her son
A day's praise by the followers
Will not hide the unending tears
Neither the vengeful thirst
Can equal a persons void.