Fear

A silent fear settles my mind
And now I feel all alone
And now I feel why we
Are bound to believe in God
For now I feel all alone.
For my close ones is aging day by day
And I feel insecure inside
Where my wallet still remains empty.
All who are now around
Will find their own way
If something bad happen.

Love

What made my eyes gaze at you
Something new I experienced
When I saw you that day
That made me to think of you
All the day, I remember that day
When I was knowing myself .

What made my thought stuck
Before that day I was living
In carefree without any much thoughts
All in a sudden I lost in thought about you
All harsh words that I heard from others
For different reason just melted away
For my thought was just you dear.

It was my first love and now
After years when I see her
With her hands holded tight
By her cute little babe I don't
Know how to hide tears in my eyes.

Old Age Home

He holded my hands and open the gates
Just as I opened the gates once
When I holded his small hands
And he stepped into world of knowledge.

But then in his eyes I saw tears
And now when he open the gates
Where I see just people of my generation
 I fear to hide my tears from him
Who is eager to leave me alone.

Its better to live with one who have heart
Than to live with those who ignore
And have only hatred in mind.
But still he will never know
Till he will be left here by his son.

Death

I heard her last deep breath
Breaking the silence of room
Tears fled from her dear ones
As someone closed her eyes.

To stand beside I feared
And walked away from her
As tears came in my eyes
Even when I saw her
For first time in my life.

She was next to my friend's room
Who was lying in bed wounded
From few days back .

As I walked away from her
Million thoughts came to my mind.
Before she enjoyed her youth
As she crossed the road
Her fate changed forever.

Her dreams her pride beauty
All changed in a while.
Life is so simple Why
We make it  so complex.

Its an habit for many
To read the last chapter
Before the beginning
And so is our life but still we fail
To live our life in its fullest joy.

Sigh

The vast sea lies in front of me
The sea is now so calm at evening
But she has changed my mind
From a year back and I have lost faith
Waiting for my beloved son over here in my hut.

In my life ever my fate was to wait
Seventeen years I waited for my father ever
Who left us and went abroad but never did he came.
Again ever I waited in evening with prayers
Till my man caught sardines, prawns and alike
From the mid sea everyday and made a living.

And still fate parted us when one evening
I saw him floating after a stormy night
By the violent sea, but still then
In this shore I alone taught his son
To walk in this shore.

But the violent sea doesn't see
The tears in my eyes as I lost my beloved
And now I missed my only son
In the violent roars of sea again
And I am waiting for him over here even now.

I am losing my patience now
For I have no fear to die
In this vast sea but still ,If he comes,
He won't be just an orphan.

Your Presence

I never thought till I saw you
My heart will move in this way
As I felt when I met you
And it felt in same way
Again and again whenever I saw you.

Where have you been so long
I felt myself heartless in solitude
My mind like a graveyard in desert
When the sun is at its highest peak.

But now your voice make me tender
And it gives me a warm feeling
A feeling which I need to last long
By having you near me all the time.

Alone

The night is so cool, as the wind flows
My heart like to dance, in the darkness.
The mild raindrops,add charm to night
But still my heart, feels something missing.

Whose presence may enchant my heart more.
I might fail the beauty of night sometimes;
But I would have seen more splendid night,
Gazing just at her twinkling eyes,
If for sure she is just as I wished for
In my dreams or oh night to be alone
And admire the twinkling stars is what I wish.


I hear the cuckoo from somewhere
At noon but to find it out is a waste of time
But in solitude hearing the melody voice
Makes cool for at least sometime.
Wished someone beside whose words
Can cheer my heart even in boring noon.

But if she starts to count my faults
Oh noon I am much happy with
The sweet voice of cuckoo
Even if it is from somewhere.

February

Before March as arrived
As a month's celebration
Of new year as ended
I remain in solitude
In this shortest month.

In noon when loneliness
Magnitude increases more
I do hear cuckoo's voice
From somewhere my only
Companion at the time.

In noon even mud for me
Seems to waiting for raindrops
And to pervade its smell all around
As the mild wind blows.
Even in that climate I find an inner peace
Which I do not find in most season indeed.

Parting

Today I heard good words about me
From my near ones after a long time
And got a boquet of flowers
From around my close ones.
When I parted from here.

But my bad deeds will be rumored
Words from their heart about me
 Will be passed when I won't hear
Even hear from somone or overhear
That day will come once and now its more near
Than yesterday; when flowers and garlands
Will be laid over me when I can't have choice
To accept or reject those flowers.

Thirsty

An unquenchable thirst drives through my veins
To know and to be known; all that I can know
Grasp every bit of wisdom from every  corner
For it will only help to survive in world
Where everyone is in race to raise income.

Following one's heart will only help
To win the hurdle smoothly now I think
Its not the dreams that count, but how
Wisely you won it in time only counts.

Sometimes its better to sail as it moves
Than always move where our dreams
Guide us to move for it never cares about time
But our lives in this world is bound by a time.